Drops of love

Just made it back from Tibet. Lol joking.

John 4:21 Jesus said to her, “Woman, believe Me, the hour is coming when you will neither on this mountain, nor in Jerusalem, worship the Father..."

1 Kings 20:28 Then a man of God came and spoke to the king of Israel, and said, “Thus says the Lord: ‘Because the Syrians have said, “The Lord is God of the hills, but He is not God of the valleys,” therefore I will deliver all this great multitude into your hand, and you shall know that I am the Lord.’”

There's no need to go to physically distant places because Heaven can exist in the soul. One may go to a physically distant place to live in the Heaven another person's soul exudes but they can attain it themselves, in my opinion. It is more noble to attain it oneself rather than live in another's.

Anyway, I have something to admit. Some of the stuff I say and write aren’t written by me but by some spirit or angel or whatever that I don’t see but can sense. Definitely spirits sent from Christ. It’s like infused knowledge. I didn’t know what I would say when I started typing some books. I just like to attribute some of them to myself because they’d obviously have mistakes from me i.e. my soul because it hasn’t yet been perfected in love. A spirit’s vibrations can only be transmitted through the soul.

Why am I saying this? Because I think when the Church is transitioning from mount Sinai to mount Zion, from the wilderness to the promised land, from Israel (wrestling with God) to Jerusalem (city of peace), saints and angels become commonplace. This is already common in the Charismatic Church.

Hebrews 12:22-24 But you have come to Mount Zion and to the city of the living God, the heavenly Jerusalem, to an innumerable company of angels, to the general assembly and church of the firstborn who are registered in heaven, to God the Judge of all, to the spirits of just men made perfect, to Jesus the Mediator of the new covenant, and to the blood of sprinkling that speaks better things than that of Abel.

One wrestles with God to enter the peace or rest of God. When Paul said “I’ve fought the good fight, I have finished the race, now there remains a crown for me” I don’t think he was talking about what he did for God, but what he became in God. Then I think it was after that that he said "I am torn between, whether to stay or to go..." Paul had a choice. God won’t wrestle with our souls beyond what we are willing to accept. The degree we allow Him to wrestle is the same degree the crown of peace or morning star will rise in our hearts. So we all decide the love, joy and peace we want to live in.

1 Corinthians 15:41-42 There is one glory of the sun, another glory of the moon, and another glory of the stars; for one star differs from another star in glory. So also is the resurrection of the dead. The body is sown in corruption, it is raised in incorruption.

If God is light and love, then wrestling with Him casts out darkness in our souls. The more drops of light/divinity go into the soul, the easier God can act in the world through the vessel.

We can’t wrestle with our own souls. I think that’s called asceticism or self-flagellation. One, as a branch, just has to be connected to the vine, in my opinion.

Colossians 2:20-23 Therefore, if you died with Christ from the basic principles of the world, why, as though living in the world, do you subject yourselves to regulations— “Do not touch, do not taste, do not handle,” which all concern things which perish with the using—according to the commandments and doctrines of men? These things indeed have an appearance of wisdom in self-imposed religion, false humility, and neglect of the body, but are of no value against the indulgence of the flesh.

“Self-imposed religion” other versions say “will worship” the worship of the will. The goal is asceticism, not God. That’s probably why Siddharta Gautama had to leave behind some ascetics he was learning from. A path to God can distract from God Himself. Not that the path is evil. A sojourner’s eyes can just marvel at it maybe for a time or until they die. This is probably why Jesus said when a person fasts, they should wash their face, when a person prays, they should go to their closet. This is probably why He performed many miracles in secret. Dim the paths as much as possible. These paths are so bright to the point of being temptations. Jesus is the king of the inner kingdom, not fluff.

He’s too good to be our king, we’d probably kill Him again. Israel killed almost all their prophets. So we have to attain to His realm. Melchizedek “King of Salem” from where he descended to aid spiritual seekers like Abraham then ascended again.

99% of the time, if a person thinks they wouldn’t kill Jesus or at least forsake Him, they’re blind because they think they see…

John 9:40-41 Then some of the Pharisees who were with Him heard these words, and said to Him, “Are we blind also?” Jesus said to them, “If you were blind, you would have no sin; but now you say, ‘We see.’ Therefore your sin remains.

Matthew 23:29-31 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! Because you build the tombs of the prophets and adorn the monuments of the righteous, and say, ‘If we had lived in the days of our fathers, we would not have been partakers with them in the blood of the prophets.’ “Therefore you are witnesses against yourselves that you are sons of those who murdered the prophets.

These two statements of theirs were admissions of their spiritual state.

The student that thinks they’re a teacher will fail the exam the worst. The student that feels unworthy to be in the class will excel. The blind (that didn’t know they were blind) were leading the blind (that knew they were blind) into (the ditch of) thinking that they could see. Then they decorate the ditch. Knowledge of self is probably the second greatest knowledge after knowledge of God. I believe Romans 11 explains that God could have prevented that blindness, but He let them continue so the gentiles/non-Jews could be grafted in.

Romans 11:32 For God has committed them all to disobedience, that He might have mercy on all.

God’s wisdom is almost scary and these are elementary levels. Nursery. So when Job was asking in distress or when we ask, it’s probably like a PhD trying to find words to describe their thesis to a baby.

Back to the transformation of the soul…

James 1:19-21 So then, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath; for the wrath of man does not produce the righteousness of God. Therefore lay aside all filthiness and overflow of wickedness, and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls.

The wrath of man against the wickedness that can exist in the soul will not change it. Only the seed of the word that is matured into a tree overtime by watering of the Spirit. That same James kind of wrathfully said this…

James 4:4 Adulterers and adulteresses! Do you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God?

When was the last time you heard a preacher call their congregation adulterers and adulteresses? Next Sunday, they may not have a congregation to preach to… in this soft generation. A preacher descending from the fear of the Lord will make you want to give up on Christ lol because the word will be like a sword but then the spirit of comfort will provide a pillow to fall back on. The word of God doesn’t provide that pillow. The spirit of God provides it. So a preacher without the Spirit will probably only provide condemnation. Jesus would often rebuke the disciples. How do you survive after Jesus Himself has said to you in front of everyone “Get behind me Satan”? If you survive such, know that you didn’t choose Jesus but He chose you. Only sons of the bondwoman Hagar don’t receive chastisement. Ishmael, who was of the world, was born with ease. Isaac, who was of the promise, with turmoil.

Wrath of man that James talked about must mean speaking out of wrath, not love. Maybe like how one parent could yell at their kid out of stress from work but another parent could yell at their kid out of true love and concern.

Back to the spirits stuff…

Here's the etymology of the word genius

genius (n.)

late 14c., "tutelary or moral spirit" who guides and governs an individual through life, from Latin genius "guardian deity or spirit which watches over each person from birth; spirit, incarnation; wit, talent;" also "prophetic skill; the male spirit of a gens," originally "generative power" (or "inborn nature"), from PIE *gen(e)-yo-, from root *gene- "give birth, beget," with derivatives referring to procreation and familial and tribal groups.

So people in the 14th century were aware enough to realise that a person acting in an extremely outstanding way were not responsible for it. Everyone has the capacity to be this. As it was with John the Baptist. The spirit of Elijah acted through him. 70 people prophesied with the spirit of Moses. "Mantle of Elijah" Elisha asked for a double portion of Elijah's spirit.

“Mold clay into a bowl. The empty space makes it useful.” - Lao Tzu

Being a servant of servants. Self continually dissolves.

Matthew 11:11 “Assuredly, I say to you, among those born of women there has not risen one greater than John the Baptist; but he who is least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he."

Moses and Elijah had highly exalted spirits. Lucifer was also highly exalted until he was cast down but I think he was so highly exalted that his casting down takes a long time. Like if you remove a phone from charging and determine never to put it back to charge, it will still have power which will take some time to dwindle. According to this power, I believe Satan set up his kingdom and exalted who he wished. Like Elijah’s enemy Jezebel. Just as Elijah’s spirit could use John as a vessel centuries later, Jezebel’s spirit could use some person in this scripture…

Revelation 2:20 Nevertheless I have a few things against you, because you allow that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess, to teach and seduce My servants to commit sexual immorality and eat things sacrificed to idols.

Was there a person called Jezebel in that Church? I don’t think so. I think the spirit realm addresses spirits, not the vessel and if the spirit is not of the vessel, the vessel is called by the name of the spirit working in them. As it is here when talking about John the Baptist…

Malachi 4:5 Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet Before the coming of the great and dreadful day of the LORD.

Matthew 17:10-13 And His disciples asked Him, saying, “Why then do the scribes say that Elijah must come first?” Jesus answered and said to them, “Indeed, Elijah is coming first and will restore all things. But I say to you that Elijah has come already, and they did not know him but did to him whatever they wished. Likewise the Son of Man is also about to suffer at their hands.” Then the disciples understood that He spoke to them of John the Baptist.

Moses and Elijah were very distinct prophets.

Deuteronomy 34:10 But since then there has not arisen in Israel a prophet like Moses, whom the LORD knew face to face

They were unveiled before God to a great extent. "Who is Paul? Who is Apollos?" Were they superhumans? No. James said that they were people of like passions. They were also human. This unveiling is available to everyone on the Earth. How does one attain it? I believe this is the key...

Mark 12:29-31 Jesus answered him, “The first of all the commandments is: ‘Hear, O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is one. And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.’ This is the first commandment. And the second, like it, is this: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.”

The trinity is one by love.

1 Corinthians 13:3 If I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it does me no good at all.

I think love is like a burden in the heart. The whole world’s pain is God’s pain, the world’s joy is God’s joy. How can one be love if they’re seen and heard? When Jesus became as His Father on the cross, He was no longer here. When a child cries, the mother cries so to be like God is to cry when your enemy cries. To lock a prisoner up that murdered your son and feel as though you’ve locked yourself up.